| Location | Addlestone Surrey |
| Age | 34 years |
| Date of Birth | 24/08/1973 |
| Date of Death | 19/05/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,912 since 11/06/2008 |
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sam woods
aged 34
passed away 19th may 2008
leaving behind 4 children,christopher hannah,molly and ebony and 2 sisters ellisa and diane and
her mum who will dearly miss their kind and loving mum, sister and daughter.
Mum I Really Dont No What To Write To Be Honest With You, Myy Hearts In Bits But Im Trying To Stay Strong. Butt Its Hard Everythings Slowley Falling Apart In One Way Or Another! I Miss Youu Dearly I Just Pray For The Day I'll Be Bk With Youu. Lifes Just Not The Same AnyMoree :( Ur My Mum But Ur Gone, I Cant Talk To Youu Or Have A Propa Mum And Daughter Convosation Cozz Ur Not Here. I Miss Your Smile.. I Miss Tellin You I Love You And Hearing Ur Reply 'U 2' !
Mumm I Love Youu So Much, I Just Hope That SomeWere SomeHow Your'e Watchin Over.
Xxxxx
Christmas is almost here, I have left a small but real tree with you my pet and I hope you like the decorations. I will try again with your kids but don't hold your breath pet, they have your stubborn streak. I know I should have tried harder, I was wrong to have let them go to Steve, if I had kept them close maybe all the pain of the last year could have been avoided, I let you down. Its not that I don't love them all, its just we all have the same bloody minded temperament, especialy Hannah! and you know what ime like, back me in a corner and I explode!!! you and Diane keep it all in, never telling any of us what was happening to you, me and your sis let it all out, when we are all together its like fire and water....God help me I wish with all my heart I could make things right but I fear its all too late. I pray your at peace and maybe one day who knows we will all be a family again. sleep tight my precious daughter mum...xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Samantha all I can say is sorry, sorry, sorry for not being a good mother and failing you in every way. Christams is almost here and your not , its just wrong, we are used to you putting up decorations by now, you were always competing in who was going to put them up first, I will place a tree this week on your grave, hope you like it. I was there this week, and sorted it all out, Diane and all the kids had been and left flowers we miss you so very much. I think since you have been gone I am going slowly mad, half the time I don't know what I am doing or saying, it still hurts so very much when I think of you alone down there in the dark, I wish I knew for sure if that was what you would have wished for, I just don't know and it haunts me at night thinking would you have wanted cremation instead of burial. I just want to scream out loud and hold you in my arms like when you were little, you were such a happy little girl what happened, why are we all so messed up now, you were my quiet little girl who followed her big sister around and played mum to her baby sister, now you are 6 feet underground and I am going slowly mad with greif and pain. Where are you Samantha?????? I failed you and your children I can't cope with my own greif let alone any one else's, I am so sorry I love you dearly mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Doing well
im doin well mum always thinkin of u hard sometimes but ur memory keeps me strong start my army training on the 1st of march next yr cant wait i no ull b proud of me
THE LOVE OF A SISTER
If love could change the way things are,
You would have lived forever and go so far,
You would know that im always there,
And that i will always love you and always care,
but love cant change the way things are,or stop the pain and mend the scars,
I hope that love can let you know not to give up or ever let go,
Even when your not in my sight,
You are in my thoughts day and night,
Love is what will keep you there,
And make me thankful for all the times we shared...
godbless my sam i miss you dearly loving you forever your sis ellisa xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
The tears are slowing down, the memories never will, but my darling daughter I am so angry with you for leaving us all. Since you have been gone I have looked into my own soul and don't like what I find. I only hope it won't be too long before I too can leave this godforsaken world, I don't beleive I will see you again, and to be honest I don't deserve to as I have let you and your children down. Still they will grow strong and live good lives as they had you as their mother, they went off the rails a bit but I beleive they will settle down to be good people. Missing you every day, god bless daughter sleep tightxxxxxxxxxxxmumx
MUMMY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH Xxx
mumm i love you soo much all i do is think about you all the time and think how i love you and how much i wish you was back here with all your family but i no thats not going to happen but i can still keep on wishing couse i love you so much if you was still here today i wounder how things would have been and if we would all still be a family again but no one will one will ever now just remember mum i LOVE YOU SO MUCH xxxxxxxxxur daughter molly xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Xxx
Mumm, I neve really know what to write on here, cause the truth is I should'nt be! I should be able to turn to you with my problems and chat to you face to face, mum to daughter! But thats never going to happen till we're reunited, cause you're not here in body and it kills me knowing I'm never goin to see you smile or hear you laugh anymore. And knowing that since you left the families full of hatred and regret, but I think it's time I tried to put an end to it all! I may not be a miracle worker but surely I can try my hardest and put every effort into making our family what it should be. People have changed times have moved forward I just hope everyone can forgive me for the nasty person I was and understand I've moved forward in life. Im doing well! Making my Mummy proud of me. From this day forward I'm going to make this family a family once more.
All I ask is that you guide me through my wrong doings!
I love you mum so much, let me no I'm doing the right thing, I never stop thinkin about you, you know. Constantly trying to make you proud. I miss you with ALL my heart.
sweet dreams my dear angel, untill the day we meet again.. Goodnight and Godbless.
you're daughter Hannah Xxxx
THE LOVE OF A SISTER
If love could change the way things are,
You would have lived forever and go so far,
You would know that im always there,
And that i will always love you and always care,
but love cant change the way things are,or stop the pain and mend the scars,
I hope that love can let you know not to give up or ever let go,
Even when your not in my sight,
You are in my thoughts day and night,
Love is what will keep you there,
And make me thankful for all the times we shared...
godbless my sam i miss you dearly loving you forever your sis ellisa xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
YOUR ALWAYS IN MY HEART XXXXX
mummy i love you soo much you should be here with your family mum please why did you have to leave us i don't stop asking this question t myself i wish i could give you a big hug and a kiss and just tell you how much i love you mummy i shouldnt be here living with strangers i should be living with you and hannah and ebony and chris but i now thats not going to happen but every minute of everyday i think about you couse i love you so much and if i cant be with you i should be with my family but nan and elisa dont want nothing to do with me so im just going to get on with it and i wont stop thinking about you and i sertinly wont stop loveing you im going now im tiered but dont forget i wont stop loveing your always in my heart i love you XXUR DAUGHTER MOLLYX
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