Its late, still here thinking of you. I woke up last night crying, were you calling me? if so please try harder i would love to hear from you. I feel you are still with us some-times, but I just can't reach you. I pray you are happy and watching over us all, especialy your kids, they need help, I don't know how to help them, we are all over the place since loosing you, try and get in touch and tell me what you want me to do.... love you and miss you so much, i am so sorry i wasnt there for you when you needed me, i wish you could have talked with me and told me all the problems you had, why were you so secret? love you, sleep tight come to me in my dreams tonight petxxxxxxxxxlove mumxxxxx
mum everynight i kiss your picture good night but i just wish i didnt have to do that i wish i could give you a hug and a kiss good night mum i love you so much i will never forget you i miss you mum
xxxxxxxxxlove you daughter molly xxxxxxxxxxx
just sitting here thinking of you, wishing you were still with us, missing you so very much. Night time is the worst, I am sitting here looking at your picture and the pain of loosing you just will not ease. be at peace my darling girlxxxxxxx
My darling precious daughter. were are you, please let there be a heaven then I know you will be there. My heart has broken, my guilt is unbearable and I just don't know how to put it all right. You were the peacemaker and the calm sensible member of our small family, now you have gone and a huge hole is left in all our hearts and we have all fallen apart. I know I should be the strong one, but since loosing you I have lost my strength, I can no longer cope and each day is as lonely as the day before, this pain in my heart will not dull. We miss you so very much, I pray you are at peace and with loved ones past, god bless you sweet daughter.sleep tight love mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
LITTLE SAM
Theres so many thing that i want to say to you, but theres no way i would do it on here because like you im no good at saying them out loud, but i hope you hear the things that i say to you when i speak to you at night,but what i will say is that you will be in my heart and thoughts forever and that i will always have the memories of the times we had growing up and i will never let them memories fade,all my love sally xxx
Missing you more each day, the pain of losing you will never end and its not true what they say, time heals, rubbish the wound left in my heart when you died will never stop hurting.....love mumxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Mummyyy, I'll be coming to see you soon. we'll not properly but to see your grave! I'm missing youu so much its unbearable! its like one minute I'll be fine but the next you come into my mind I cant handle the pain of loosing you, I dunno how to cope with the change of feeling, emotions &+ life! It's all so complicated. Christmas was so hard to without you &+ the kids! I just want you back, i keep waiting to see your smile and feel your warmth again but nothing! I should'nt of lost my mum, nor molly, chris or ebs.. You did'nt deservse this. I just hope your happier were you are! I'm ALWAYS thinking about you werever i am. Miss youu dearlyy &+ Love you for eternity, sweet dreams mum
CHRISTMAS MORNING
Its Christmas morning 1.45am, I am sitting here thinking only of you. I had a tearful afternoon when I was watching a re-make of A CHRISTMAS CAROL, it made me think of how much you enjoyed Christmas, the tinsel, and pressies and most of all the weepy films. I thought of the time you nagged me silly to buy you Dirty Dancing you watched it so many times you knew all the actors lines by heart...I miss you so much, all I have now are memories of you, all those christmas times when you were all little before all the c..p hit the fan. I think of all those times when you, Ellisa and Diane would wait for me to leave the pressies at the end of your beds pretending to be asleep, then you would all open them up in the middle of the night and end up all falling asleep over dinner...I wish you were here doing all that with your children still, you had no right going and dying on us all, I keep asking myself for a reason for it and I just can't find an answer. I want to scream and curse god if he exists for taking you away from your loved one's, I pray you are at peace and there is an afterlife, it's only that which keep's me going. We all love you Samantha, sleep tight god bless, mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Mum I Really Dont No What To Write To Be Honest With You, Myy Hearts In Bits But Im Trying To Stay Strong. Butt Its Hard Everythings Slowley Falling Apart In One Way Or Another! I Miss Youu Dearly I Just Pray For The Day I'll Be Bk With Youu. Lifes Just Not The Same AnyMoree :( Ur My Mum But Ur Gone, I Cant Talk To Youu Or Have A Propa Mum And Daughter Convosation Cozz Ur Not Here. I Miss Your Smile.. I Miss Tellin You I Love You And Hearing Ur Reply 'U 2' !
Mumm I Love Youu So Much, I Just Hope That SomeWere SomeHow Your'e Watchin Over.
Xxxxx
Christmas is almost here, I have left a small but real tree with you my pet and I hope you like the decorations. I will try again with your kids but don't hold your breath pet, they have your stubborn streak. I know I should have tried harder, I was wrong to have let them go to Steve, if I had kept them close maybe all the pain of the last year could have been avoided, I let you down. Its not that I don't love them all, its just we all have the same bloody minded temperament, especialy Hannah! and you know what ime like, back me in a corner and I explode!!! you and Diane keep it all in, never telling any of us what was happening to you, me and your sis let it all out, when we are all together its like fire and water....God help me I wish with all my heart I could make things right but I fear its all too late. I pray your at peace and maybe one day who knows we will all be a family again. sleep tight my precious daughter mum...xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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